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Faith in Flux


Ritual Immersion || Faith in Flux
I was baptized as a teenager in my Wesleyan church. At the time, I wholeheartedly believed I was about to be transformed into a better...

Andrew Gardner
Apr 22, 20254 min read


Covenant without Cuts || Faith in Flux
Marking a Covenant God really loves a good deal. In Genesis alone, He makes what feels like a million covenants with His chosen...

Andrew Gardner
Apr 22, 20254 min read


Beit Din || Faith in Flux
Imagine you’re the new kid at school, eating lunch alone for weeks, when suddenly the Populars™ invite you to sit with them. They want to...

Andrew Gardner
Apr 22, 20254 min read


What's In A Name? || Faith in Flux
Names hold power. That’s what I used to tell my students on the first day of school. I’d share this before calling attendance for the...

Andrew Gardner
Apr 22, 20254 min read


Rituals: A DIY Guide || Faith in Flux
Judaism is rich with tradition and ritual. For every holiday or life event, there are dozens of prayers, blessings, and prescribed...

Andrew Gardner
Apr 20, 20254 min read


Affirmation: Why Now? || Faith in Flux
As you have seen, my journey thus far has been long, studious, and fully committed to an eventual affirmation. By the time you’re reading...

Andrew Gardner
Apr 13, 20252 min read


Ethical Living || Faith in Flux
You might be thinking at this point, "What’s left for this guy to believe in?" I’ve questioned the idea of a physical manifestation of...

Andrew Gardner
Apr 6, 20253 min read


Death and Dying || Faith in Flux
I grew up in a world where the afterlife wasn’t just a belief—it was the ultimate destination, the looming endpoint that dictated...

Andrew Gardner
Mar 30, 20254 min read


Jewish Time || Faith in Flux
If you’re chronically online like I am, you may have seen the trend of people describing how they visualize time. Some see it as a...

Andrew Gardner
Mar 23, 20255 min read


The Homeland || Faith in Flux
My thoughts on Israel have been one of my biggest insecurities throughout this conversion journey. Even before the tragic events of...

Andrew Gardner
Mar 16, 20253 min read


The Divine || Faith in Flux
In this section, I’ll attempt to explore the age-old question: Who is God? Of course, I’m kidding about solving it—but I’ll try to throw...

Andrew Gardner
Mar 9, 20254 min read


My Shabbat Practice || Faith in Flux
When I began exploring Judaism, I wanted to approach it with the highest reverence and respect. To me, that meant doing things the "right...

Andrew Gardner
Mar 2, 20253 min read


Breaking the Mold || Faith in Flux
In our post-modern era, tasks that once required our undivided attention have been reshaped to fit into our busy schedules. Grocery...

Andrew Gardner
Feb 23, 20253 min read


A Path Forward || Faith in Flux
Judaism Unbound began as a podcast in 2016, led by Dan Libenson and Lex Rofeberg. The show explores contemporary Jewish topics and how...

Andrew Gardner
Feb 16, 20253 min read


Moves and Changes || Faith in Flux
I’m skipping over my time in the Intro to Judaism course—not because it wasn’t important, but because I don’t remember much of it. To be...

Andrew Gardner
Feb 9, 20255 min read


The Epitome of Chutzpah || Faith in Flux
I was discouraged after my visit to the Conservative synagogue. I had hoped it would be my path forward for conversion. The location was...

Andrew Gardner
Feb 2, 20254 min read


My First Shabbat || Faith in Flux
I continued contacting local synagogues while keeping up with my independent studies. It so happened that one of the first public events...

Andrew Gardner
Jan 26, 20253 min read


Seeds of Belonging || Faith in Flux
I’ve always loved learning. No subject was safe from my curiosity—except math, which we can all agree is bogus. So, when the COVID-19...

Andrew Gardner
Jan 19, 20253 min read


Tipping Point || Faith in Flux
Rarely does a single moment change someone’s life. More often, it’s a collection of events working together to influence a person’s path....

Andrew Gardner
Jan 12, 20253 min read


When Faith Hurts || Faith in Flux
Teenager In my mid-teens, as I was navigating the confusion of puberty, I was also dealing with the trauma of experiencing sexual...

Andrew Gardner
Jan 5, 20254 min read
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